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I have been doing very well. The other half have made me a very happy boy indeed. What i love about life right now is that i'm very conscious with the things i do and the decision i make. I'm loving myself every single day and of course it does help to have someone beside you to make a better version of you.
I just did a major spring cleaning on my Facebook. From pictures to friends. I didn't know how notorious i was until i look at my own pictures. I have trouble growing up. Many people out there may think that a guy like me would have tons of loyal followers but the truth is i'm always struggling with having the least amount of friends. Instead of quality i go for quantity.
So there i was adding random cute and hot gay strangers as my friends on Facebook that i think i may stand a chance to be their friends or even boyfriend if i'm lucky. Turned out none of it turn out as what i expected it to be.
But i still manage to have a big bunch of friends which i find them pretty cool to hang out with. Humans will never be satisfy with what they have. So after i have a huge gang of friends, i started to crave for appreciations from each and single one of them. Turned out majority of them don't give a shit about how you feel deep inside. What they care about is just to relax and have fun.
As soon as i stepped out from the over rated drama and diva scene i came to a check point where i started to search for my true self once again. I always thought being bitchy and diva is my thing but it wasn't after all.
I always considered myself a not so high profile gay because i've seen what's high profile gays are like. I was wrong. I was a high profile gay in my own terms which gave me a huge slap at my face. I gained my conscious.
I picked myself back up and be who i really am now. I stayed away from the self proclaimed diva gang and i disappeared from being the socialite at the club.
Who needs quantity when you have quality?
Count your blessings. Be happy with what you got. Having fame doesn't secure you happiness.I happy that i've found myself and i'm on the right track.
I was never this happy in my life before. Though i may have put on some inches but i'm still happy. I'm me! And you have found me.
I love you.
You know who you are. :)
Love being on top all the time?
Quantity is greater than quality?
You really think so?
Think again!
Cheffy Ric back in da house y'all!
Stay tune!
