Confusion..

This porn star looks like Justin Timberlake in a weird way..

 Do you want some sexyy time? *Wink*

Is it me or it guys in this circle just find me sexual attractive? 

No. I'm not boasting about my looks. I'm not good looking in person furthermore i'm overweight. 8 out of 10 gay guys all come looking for me for no string attached pleasure session. When told them i'm not looking for any "sexy" time but they don't seems to get it. They just keep go on and on ask about what kind of position that i like. How long is my little one. What i like to do when making love. Even asked me whether i moan or not.

I'm sick of all these kind of peeps. Clearly i stated i'm not into no string fun. Yet they still go on. Ain't i speaking human? When there's no love we can't MAKE love. I love all kind of position when there's love. Jeeezzzzz...

I can't get proper guys. Horny guys ada banyak larrr..=S..

I don't get it. I'm not a guy with great looks and hot body but guys just come on and on asking for sex. Wait guys are blind when they're horny. Now i get it. It seems like those proper ones is either married or taken. Where's mine!? 

=(

Enough with the crap. I was browsing through Jason's blog yesterday and i this blog post of his reminds me of this little conversation i had with another friend of mine J months ago. Jason was talking about gay guys in different age groups. Their needs and the need of a relationship.

J said us as queer men we have different age and stage in our entire life time(provided you can live up to 80 years old.). Queers age 20-24 are called the blossom stage. Guys around this age group are the IT group. They are one of the most easiest guys to grab as they are so inexperience in love they could use some heart breaks. Older man would love guys around this age because they are young and naive.

When they turned age 25-29 here comes mid life crisis as many of them would feel that they are aging really fast soon they have to wave goodbye to 20s and join the 30s. What J said is quite true. Those friends around me in their mid to late 20s all complain that they are getting old. 20s? Old!? Come on..i don't think 30s is that old.

But when guys turned 30s. Now this is the golden age. The age that is purrrrrrrrrrrrfect for a boyfriend. Those guys like me in our 20s would kill to have a stable in career and financial boyfriend(for me at least.). I personally think that guys is their 30s are some awesome shit. Because there are mature in thinking(some not), doing well in their career(some not), have a strong financial income(some not). With those kind of quality is definitely perfect to fit as a boyfriend. 

I know i may sound like i'm a money boy. But these are the factors that attracts most of us. Who doesn't want to be successful? Who doesn't want a successful other half? No one. In fact all of us strive so hard to achieve something in life. If we don't drive a BMW but at least we own a Toyota. Having a boyfriend with such quality does give me some sense of security(so bottom OMG!). At least i know that he is working his ass out for what he is today. That gives me a boast in what i want to achieve in life. I don't wanna stuck in one phrase for a long time. I wanna achieve something big. Something that people around me that never expect me to achieve. To proof to my relatives wrong about Dinoric.

It's always the case it's either guys that got attached in their late 20s or 30s it's either they don't get attached at all. According to my friend J some queer males loves to be single but some just have no luck with love which leads them to be lonely, desperate, horny and rich males. That willing to be a sugar daddy to young boys out there. As much as i love being loaded with cash and have no worries about financial yet i can't seems to see myself going out with an man that could pass as my father or worst..GRANDPA! I'll consider if that older male looks way younger than his age(such superficial) but older guys with good looks and fit body is rare. Is either they are taken or they are looking for someone similar as them. 

I think aged men are HAWT!

 I don't mind doing Mr. Wolverine Hugh Jackman! *BEAMS*

George Clooney come enter my hole of chastity! *.*!

So..what do you think about sugar daddy and older guys(that could pass as your dad.) to be your other half?

Cheffy Ric

Signing off..

Randoms

I almost got myself in sexual activity again..its hard to resists. But i MUST!