Tragic!

Again this place has been as quite as a kampung can be. I got lazy to blog about any shits bout myself and i got tired of thinking of what to blog about to attract people to pay attention at the stuff i blog. 

Should i post a naked male model just to get back some attention?

HAHA!

Happy?

What have i been doing for the past two months of absence?

Once again i've out grown myself again. I turned into a responsible young working adult. I was supposed to pursue my business degree last July. I was so sure about getting back to studies but 2 days before the orientation day my parents came up to me and told me that they can't support at what i about to pursue.

I was devastated.. I was waiting for the day to get back to studies since early this year but ended up a huge blow at my face. Guess this is what we called life huh? 

Well of course, i played the victim role so perfectly as though my life had came to an end but the reality is that i was being dramatic. I cried like a hysterical bitch. Have a temper like a drunken woman. And blame the world for not able to pursue my studies..

HAHA! Yes! I did all that..

But come to think of it again right, if i don't play such role at that time when is the next time to do so right? HAHA! 

Oh well, all of that has passed. I have moved on to a new chapter in my life which i didn't expect it to happen so soon but it did. Which is the WORKING life..jengjengJENGGGGGGG..

What can i say? You can never predict life. 

I gotta admit. I love working at the place i'm working now. It is stressful but i got my fair share of fun and laughter. I'm surprised myself about how i actually enjoy working. But i still do want to get back to studies whenever i get my chance to. 

Of course working is challenging but the most important thing is that you're able to learn things you can never learn at school. It is stressful i gotta admit but it will mold you into a better and mature version of you.

The relationship between me and the one is still staying strong. Sekelip-kelip mata we've already gone through our 9th month soon to be a year and i'm all excited about our very first anniversary. It's the only real relationship i'm in and it last till this long and it shall be last till the end of our days i hope.

HAHA!

Ever been in love?

Ever love someone so much you just think about him rather than yourself?

Think again.

Cheffy Ric.

Signing off..

  

Never Stop Learning

Once again this blog has been dead for a month. Oh well not like i'm trying my best to keep it alive anyways.

HAHAH!!

If you guys clicked my blog because you may think it may be about hot guys then..

Oopsie daisy..

I guess some things that we can never stop learning. Having myself being brought up in such ways things can never be easy for me. When i was younger i often heard friends around me telling me that their parents had promised them a fabulous gift if they scored well at studies. Oh well, it never happen to me. One thing because i didn't do well in my studies(HAHA) but the fact that my parents can't afford to promise me anything that may lead in to disappointment in the end of the days.

Therefore i often get the stuff that i want the hard way. But that mold me into a better version of me today. Well, i'm not perfect certainly not extremely gorgeous as well. Therefore things can never be easy for me. But there's always a thought in my mind that constantly remind myself that i can never stop learning.

There are improvements of the country day by day, new technologies being created day by day and even there are new cures for all sorts of diseases as we live our life. So we are obligated to be humble and learn each day in our lives.

There isn't a substantial reason for us to stop learning. But every now and then i encountered some shameless people trying to educate some individual outside regarding a certain skill through a certain source of information where does he/she himself/herself don't apply that into their daily life. I mean aren't you supposed to do the talk and not only talk the talk?

Being secluded by people who knows you and understands you all the time doesn't made you good at what you're intended to educate other people. It just made you as contradicting as ever. It's like Jamie Oliver tries to be an engineer.

Hmm..

I'm a type of person who is bad at hiding my own true emotions. When i don't like a certain things or a certain type of person i'll be pretty bitchy and cold about it. Once long time ago, i was forced to be in a situation that i absolutely unfamiliar of. And the crowd isn't the crowd that i'm used to. So there was i snapping at everyone.

HAHAHA!!

I'm still in the process learning to differentiate between being real and being presentable in an unfamiliar crowd.

Bah!

Tough lesson!

Think you're good enough to educate people?

You do the talk?

You think so?

Think again!!

Cheffy Ric

Signing OUT!

Awake

Wow! I have left my blog dead for more than a month now. No. I haven't been busy. Just lose the momentum to blog. Having my thoughts trapped and couldn't translate into a blog post just makes me lazy to blog about just anything.


HAHA!


I have been doing very well. The other half have made me a very happy boy indeed. What i love about life right now is that i'm very conscious with the things i do and the decision i make. I'm loving myself every single day and of course it does help to have someone beside you to make a better version of you.


I just did a major spring cleaning on my Facebook. From pictures to friends. I didn't know how notorious i was until i look at my own pictures. I have trouble growing up. Many people out there may think that a guy like me would have tons of loyal followers but the truth is i'm always struggling with having the least amount of friends. Instead of quality i go for quantity.


So there i was adding random cute and hot gay strangers as my friends on Facebook that i think i may stand a chance to be their friends or even boyfriend if i'm lucky. Turned out none of it turn out as what i expected it to be.


But i still manage to have a big bunch of friends which i find them pretty cool to hang out with. Humans will never be satisfy with what they have. So after i have a huge gang of friends, i started to crave for appreciations from each and single one of them. Turned out majority of them don't give a shit about how you feel deep inside. What they care about is just to relax and have fun.


As soon as i stepped out from the over rated drama and diva scene i came to a check point where i started to search for my true self once again. I always thought being bitchy and diva is my thing but it wasn't after all. 


I always considered myself a not so high profile gay because i've seen what's high profile gays are like. I was wrong. I was a high profile gay in my own terms which gave me a huge slap at my face. I gained my conscious. 


I picked myself back up and be who i really am now. I stayed away from the self proclaimed diva gang and i disappeared from being the socialite at the club. 


Who needs quantity when you have quality?


Count your blessings. Be happy with what you got. Having fame doesn't secure you happiness.


I happy that i've found myself and i'm on the right track.


I was never this happy in my life before. Though i may have put on some inches but i'm still happy. I'm me! And you have found me. 


I love you.


You know who you are. :)


Love being on top all the time?


Quantity is greater than quality?


You really think so?


Think again!


Cheffy Ric back in da house y'all!


Stay tune!

Paternal Affairs

As much as i love the other half but it came to a point that i hate the fact that we can have our children in the future..

T_____T

I guess this is what happens when you're only producing worms and you ain't got any eggs to go with it. Back then when i wasn't that queer i always hope to get married and have children. FOUR of them! Two boys and two girls

HAHAHA!!!

Yes! I love kids but i ain't pedophilia. 

I always tell the other half that i wanna bear him his child. But the sad thing is that i don't have a uterus certainly my testicles produce active worms but not eggs. We always discuss about how our children should look like. I always said that our kid should have my Asian single eye lid eyes. 

Yes! I have a pair of very flirty Asian single eye lids!

(That's what the other half said.)

Every now and then when we're walking on the street or even walking in a mall, when we saw some cute little monster we go like "OMG!! So cutee..". I love seeing his expression when he sees a cute little monster. Oh..So heart warming.

Reality is that us as gay, we may be rich in the future but we just couldn't have our own children. The closest thing we can have children is through adoption. But adopt a children is not that easy and he/she isn't blood related to you at all. When you have a kid of course you do want your kid to be biological related to you right?

Lately there another way is through surrogate. But the thing is that the infant only related to one of you. Which means if the other half go through this process the end product have no chance to have my flirty Asian eyes.

We don't want to have just an infant but we want an infant who is biological related to us. Living in a closed minded country doesn't do us queer much justice. We could be most outstanding employee in the organisation. We may be earning almost 50 thousand a month but we could not have children who are related to you and your spouse.

Even if adoption works, the kid will probably having a tough time growing up because of he/she was raise by two fathers. The kid will be most probably ended up like Rachel Berry on Glee who slushy was being thrown on every now and then. 

I envy heterosexual relationship all the time because their love life is divided into few stages.

First is to meet each other then comes in marriage.

When the both them have enough of each other they will want to have editions to their life. So the baby comes into picture as they watch the baby grow. Teach the baby new things and skills. Watching them being rebellious and go all worried about their baby's future. When the baby grown up the parents are waiting for their baby's next step of life. 

The child get married and grandbaby came into picture. And the cycle goes on and on and never bored of it.

As for us?

We're excited to know each other and went for dates. When we're done with dating each other, we start getting into a relationship and have all the sex in the world and try to get ourself pregnant but the process fails all the time.

But the only thing that might excite us all is civil partnership means get married. Even that we have to be secretive about it if we're not out to our parents. And there are no such things as getting married in Bali because there are only few country nor state that open to gay marriage.

So all we can do now is to have an affair with other people's baby. We always be there seeing them, hug them , kiss them and watching them grow but they will never be yours.

I always wanted to have my own children.

Same goes to the other half.

But we're stuck with each other.

Can't produce eggs.

How?

You wanna have kids?

Adoption?

Surrogate?

Abduct!? O_O!

 Cheffy Ric loves BABIES!

 

The Silent Gay Vibes

Being queer in this generation definitely bring us more joy and entertainment where internet is so convenient that we can almost search for almost every single shits on the world wide web.

Here i am here typing a post about some muted queer boys. 

No.

I'm not that mute at all. But ain't flaming either.

It isn't hard to spot a queer man nowadays as our community are multiplying day by day. As you can see gay men are obsessed with good looks from hair to skin then from skin to pubes and the list just goes on and on. Of course we all want to see how other men pubes looks like whether is it shaved or not shaved, trimmed or not trimmed and even waxed or unwaxed. We all wanted to go on to tiny details.

But since we're in the public area the on thing we can see is just the way they dress. Majority of the gay men doesn't fancy loose clothes despite they're not model six packs build. Like they all say gay men have more fun which i agree because most of the gay men loveeeeeeeeeesss vibrant colours. 

Yes. I'm speaking for my behalf. 

You can spot all sorts of outfit wore by gay men every now and then. I read this article once that says gay men shops more than women. So we are actually boasting our country's economy by spending. So i need no to say much you all have an idea of how typical Malaysian gay men looks like on streets.

Being gay doesn't mean that you're one of the loud ones. They are pretty much closeted gay men which ain't looking any gay at all. But there are ways to discover their through identity some of these factors:

 Their love for music.

No just any kind of music but those main stream artists like Lady Gaga, Britney Spears, Katy Perry and Ke Dollar sign Ha(Ke$ha). You can find all these artists songs on their media playlist. But K-Pop(Korean pop) have been doing so well now even gay men loves them till bits especially SNSD(Girls Generation).

For us gays we would take the least amount of time to recognize them. But for straight guys? They don't even want to bother which is which as long as they can get them on their bed then it's fine for them. 

Besides that we even sing along to their song. If you see a guy who sings and dance along to SNSD's song   he is 70% confirm gay. 

Their love for F A S H I O N !

9 out of 10 gay men loves fashion! You just ask them who are the top 10 designer's they'll just answer you effortlessly. A part from that they know who are the big bang model working in this industry. If you ask a straight man who Coco Rocha is they'll probably answer you "It's a  chocolate".

-______-

Furthermore gay men loves America's Next Top Model!!! Gay men know who are the best walker and took the best pictures. Straight men will probably tell you who have bigger boobs(Tyra Banks larrr). Worst they won't even know who Amber Chia is. 

There are too many loud gay men out there which made us left out about gay with silent vibes.

Whoever puts a contestant from ANTM as their phone wallpaper, they are gay!

Because straight men will only put some random sexy porn star as their phone screen.

Those who loves SNSD and sing and dance along to it are also GAY!

Because straight men will only think of  nine pussy to fuck when they think about SNSD.

Guys who have very very close girl friends are gay!

Because straight men will usually court girls around them excluded older relatives.

Those who loves all and above and dating a girl..

He's definitely confused and the girl could be his fag hag when he came out from the closet.

You have guy friends like that ain't gay?

Dating a girl but so in love with SNSD?

Ask him to..

Think again.

I love Chocolates from Coco Rocha! 

Whoopsie daisy!

I must be S T R A I G H T ! ! ! 

Cheffy Ric

Turns STRAIGHT!

To Grow Old With You.

Okay fine! Once you read the title you know this post is gonna filled with the stories about the other half and yours truly..


*Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawn*


Anyways


It's coming down to 4 months since we go together. I have to say, i definitely love being in a relationship than not being in one.


I guess we have come to a point that having a clear picture what is our future like. We both may not be the in the same path but we're definitely aiming for the same thing. Start with growing old together. Was out with the other half earlier in the night. We talked about almost every random things. From fashion to food then to people. Then we ended up talking about us instead. 


By God's grace i may further my studies in the U.K. and he was talking about settling our life in somewhere foreign that accepts homosexuality as they are. It got me thinking a little bit. As open minded as i am, i'm not that kind of person who will leave my homeland to settle a better life in some other country. I love to start my career and possibly be successful in the land where my mom gave birth to me. Probably is the life that i'm so used to that i refused to leave.


That perspective may change as i have yet to see the whole. Believe it or not i have never leave this country half a step. It's sad to know that our country is a little too closed minded. But as negative as we see it there are still certain values that we learnt when we were younger that made us how we are today.


The word "Forever" is a bit too overrated. Certain people still holding on to the word "Forever" though his relationship have ended couple years ago and they never move on ever since. I know some of you may think that it's way too early for us to believe that our relationship would last till the end of our days. But as naive as you think we may be we believe that we're the last stop for each other and there won't be next one. 


Well, to be honest i don't usually tell people that i'm committed with someone on Grindr. To prevent people from ignoring me right away since i don't have a famous face. So i chatted with this guy on Grindr. He was nice at first till he asked me for sex. I opposed the idea since i'm already monogamously involved. I thought he would just drop the idea off but little do i know that he came in even more aggressive saying that he don't really care that i'm attached or not he just wanna have sex. 


He said that i'm 21 and he have been 21. So he totally understand about 21 year old's urges for booty calls. I never want to hurt the other half in any kind of way and i stand strong on my situation and rejected the whole idea. But there he go calling me naive for being faithful to one person and control all my urges for sex. 


Well that explains all his anger for being single. It's because he sneaked behind his partner so much that no one ever want to get close to him. 


As naive as you guys think i could be but i still think that there are genuine love still exists in this circle. All you need to do is to find the right one. I don't think time should judge on what you aim or the future. It doesn't really matter if you're committed for 10 years or even 2 months. It's what you both aiming in this relationship is the crucial one.


The other half always pull me back when i was so into the term "Forever". 


Reality?


He's always the one who talks about the future. When he said "future" he don't mean next week or next month..


But YEARSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS from now..


-___________-


So CONTRADICTING!


Yes DEE! You're as Contradicting as i am!


Does "Forever" mean anything?


"Forever" is more romantic?


Think again.


To grow old is more wise!


Dee..i really want to grow old with you! 
I wanna be the one who laugh at your wrinkles
I wanna be the one who dye your hair every month to cover the greys
All I want is just..


YOU!


Cheffy Ric Love DEE!


Goose bumps?


HELL 


YA


!

Love or Sex

After seeing some comments in my "secrets" i was very pleased. In my mind was like


"Finally!!! Some comments!"


Having someone to comment on your blog post feels like there are people who took noticed of you.


Anyways 


I've been thinking to blog regarding the differences between love making and sex. Yes i have been thinking about it just that i was a little too lazy and the mood of blogging doesn't seems to pop at the right time.


Well, being a young boy with raging hormones i think it's normal for me to think about having sex or even have sex with some random strangers. Yes, DinoRic was a slut but he may not be as slutty as Tulsy but he is slutty enough to call himself a slut! 


So yea, I used to have sex so often till i even lose track of the amount of sex i had when i was a single hormone raging boy. But i still can remember the amount of guys that i had some sexy time with. Sex is so easy to get in the rainbow circle. It's like you don't have to make an effort to impressed or even ask him out for a meal before meeting him on bed.


All you need to do is just put a sexy picture of yourself on some gay dating site(Axcest, G4M, Fridae etc etc.)  in the least amount of time you'll received several emails from horny boys asking you for sex. And now if you have an iPhone, the word "SEX" seems even more possible. You can even find the closest horny boy to have fun with. You don't even need to think about the distance and time since if that fella happens to be so close to you. 


Being us boys you don't even need to check the calender(girls can't really have sex when they're on a heavy flow.) or even worry about getting pregnant. You can have all the sex anytime of the day and maybe anywhere you want?


So?


HOOORAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!






As you accept the sexy request from this random stranger the next thing you do is hop into your sexy ride and you're already on your way to sexy land. But once everything is over you just get up get dressed and go back to where you're supposed to be.


I used to think that sex is just there for us to satisfy our thirst for cocks. But the reality is that how many times do you actually stepped out from sexy partner's house with your heart filled with joy?


I used to have sex so often that i feel it couldn't satisfy me anymore. Each any every time i had sex with a random stranger i ended up feeling shitty and dirty, worst!


Feeling EMPTY!


I felt like as though i'm a piece of meat that only useful when they are horny. I felt i'm worthless but a cock to suck. I don't usually let guys top me because i wanna save that special moment or the right one. So all i did most was oral. Not even the intense oral but i did it because i think i should and i won't stay there longer than 2 minutes.


So i came to a point that i feel i should stop craving for sex and just let myself to be clean and headed for a check up. I was negative in every single shit. So i've stopped having sex till i met the other half.


I was excited jumping on bed with him each and every single time. Because he made me feel loved. I don't think i'm just a piece of meat for him to hump on or whatsoever. I didn't have sex with the other half but i made love with him.


I can go on and on giving him love on every single inch of his body. Hearing him moan makes me feel even harder and wanna go on even more. He cares about every single thing when we're making love. 


When everything is over he still loves me the way i am or even more! Making love is the exact same concept of having sex but it's different. Because it was filled with love. You'll never feel empty. You won't feel worthless. Instead you felt wanted!


Making love it's like a lesson. You're there to turn your partner on. And you'e there to discover things that he have not discovered.


Make love is GOOD!


Like sex?


Or make love?


You choose!


Cheffy Ric.


Loves off!

Dilemma

It's been a month since i started my job as a tutor. Some of my diploma course mates have already move on to Bachelor Degree in Culinary Arts. Months ago i was so sure that imma pursue my degree in commerce in order to achieve my goal as a restaurant owner in the future.


My whole family attended my convocation last February. After that my dad wanted me to finish my degree in culinary arts instead of going to the business field. I was so sure that i want to leap over to the business field though i know the consequences waiting ahead of me.


But lately i started to miss being in campus's kitchen. I miss cooking in campus kitchen. i miss yelling "WHERE IS THE OLIVE OIL!???"(That's what me and my group mate did when we had our practical classes.) I bumped into a former course mate of mine who is taking degree in culinary arts. He told me that he's learning Vietnamese cuisine now and pastry classes have been hardcore.


It seems that they are learning tons of new methods and recipes. Right there and then i was feeling uneasy because i really love being in the kitchen and love making food. But i really don't see myself working in the kitchen in the near future. I love food and love to make food. But i can never tolerate with the unusual working time. 


People around me always commented that i'm a smart boy to begin with. Thus i wanna proof myself that i ain't only street smart i could be book smart too. I know in the near future i may bitch and moan about getting confuse with figures but i really wanna try to work my brain out. 


If you ask me to choose which field i love there isn't a doubt that i'll choose culinary arts. But i have to choose future over my best current interest.


Gahhhhh...


If only chef could have a 9-5 job daily then i wouldn't got myself so stuck at current situation. As much as i love to cook i have to leave it aside at the moment in order to get myself excel in my life.


Did you choose your job according to what you love to do?


Have you ever spend a single second feeling regret of what you have chose?


You have the same dilemma as i am too?


Cheffy Ric.


Indecisive off!

Bloggers

Back in my high school days when i was 14 or so blogging used to be a cool thing because you're the only few that owns a blog. But as time goes by, you're not the only one anymore. Like now, every single idiot that have a "blogspot, wordpress or Xanga" is a blogger.

Everyone started off with blogging their personal issues and nothing concern about the surroundings. All they blog about is how they hate their life, their parents and even back stab their ohsobeloved friends. As life goes on, majority of them stop producing word worthy blog entries anymore. Like people said picture worth a thousand words.



Look at Anne Hathaway in her Armani Prive Satin dress! SO HAWT!


My point is, blog nowadays have turned into a photo blog instead of people who will pour their hearts out forsake of letting people get a piece of their mind. As common as a blog it is people started to get themselves into having a self identity in their blog. So they no longer want blogspot, wordpress or Xanga anymore. Now all they want is their name ends with a ".com".


Instead of saying "Hey i have a blog." they'll go "PEOPLE!!! I have a WEBSITE!  With my NAME in it!".


Sounds much cooler


NO!?


It's a good thing to have your own domain WHEN you know how to utilized it. You know you'll have people reading your blog..OOPS! I mean..a..WEBSITE! So for sure you wanna impressed or even educate people through your own domain since it ain't the first day you know that people learn stuff through the internet.


So happen i know this girl from my high school who happens to be a fag hag of a close friend of mine but never we never get a connection among ourselves.


Her name is Jamie Chin. And yes! She own a domain with her name ended with a .com.

Yeap This is She. You can find her at Jamiechin.com.


She's a business major student in Metropolitan Subang and she is a part time model. She usually model for make ups like M.A.C or Shu Umera. Her entries is not entirely about herself. She did blog about some happenings that she attended here and there but it was never her intention to boast about her fabulous privilege life.


Most of the time she educate the chicas out there on how to put up a certain type of make up to achieve certain kind of looks. Besides that she even introduce the world some new facial product. The amount of her personal issues in her entries is 0%. As pretty as she is i don't think she's a snob who thinks she live in a privilege world.


I don't know her that well but at least i don't have a bad image of her.


On the other side there's Shannon Chow. A girl i know also from high school. We were in the same class and once close before things is all about HER!

Bitch! It's not that hot! Nice bikini though.


This is HER alright!? Shannon Chow. You can find her at Shannonchow.com.


She is another business major ain't Metropolitan but Taylors. She tries to model but apparently she don't have a chin that suits to be a make up model i think. At least that's what i choose believe. =p.


I may sounds prejudice towards her but i personally think that her entries in her website is so lost! She doesn't have an opinion of possible angle towards issues. I feel that having a domain to herself is just a waste when she doesn't know how to make it beneficial to other people and herself except for showing how fabulous her life could be.


Having a domain means you're obligated let people benefit from it. It ain't another way to show people how much you love yourself. And by having that much of fame does not mean that you could constantly telling people about how busy you are.


Shannon and Jamie is on my facebook. Whenever i online on facebook i see Shannon on my news feed saying how busy she is and all shits. Her status goes like this.


"Just woke up from a nap..OMG! So many tweets and mails to reply..i'm sooooooo busy!"


-_______________________-


If you have time to tell the world how busy you are it really shows how busy you actually is.


Since you already have a twitter account why on earth you still wanna crowd on people's news feed. Many people know who Jamie Chin is but she don't have the attention of telling the whole wide world about how stress and busy she is. And certainly she doesn't create a public figure page on facebook. 


YES! 


Shannon Chow has a page on facebook. She sent out all invites to ask people to "like" her. If you were that famous and that likable you don't need to create your facebook page and certainly there ain't a need to ask people to "like" you.


I don't find entries from Wendy Cheng a.k.a XiaXue beneficial to me but i do find her interesting. The way she talks about things shows she have a brain. 



Yes. She's the famous bleached blonde Singaporean chick who apparently good at what she's doing. She don't usually flood her entries with pictures. She have entries which is word worthy. But she ain't the girl you wanna mess with. She's so famous a blog entry of hers can tear you down! 


Being a blogger is not always a way to off your life. But it's a way to express yourself through words and NOT pretty pictures of yourself.


I don't call myself as an kick ass blogger because i know i'll never be. But knowing i have an opinion towards things that which i could translate it to a word worthy post is good enough for me. That is why i don't blog often nowadays. I must ensure myself that i have my points right when it comes to things i blog about. Else there won't be any.


Think that you're not showing off your fabulous life through your blog?


Wanna have your name ended with a ".com"?


Think again.


Cheffy Ric.


Blogs off!

Break

I'm currently taking a break from studies. After graduated from diploma and all those chaotic endless drama at uni, i finally wanted it to put it a stop and get myself out there to shape myself a little.


I'm a tutor at a daycare center at the moment. I report to work from Monday to Friday at 12pm and my work ends at 7pm.


I know what you guys were thinking. I'm a culinary arts graduate but why am i working as a tutor in a daycare center? Well it is a job that i can get a weekend off, it pays me well for what i'm doing there and most importantly i can still serve the Lord on weekends. More time for the other half?


Well. Not likely. Just that we don't see each other everyday. It kinda made our relationship stronger by not seeing each other that often.


Hmmm..


Wait, the other half is not the main point in this post.


I've been working at the same center for coming 2 weeks now. So far i'm enjoying the work i'm doing there. It's not stressful definitely not a mind fucking job. The only issue i have now is some of the kids in there are just plain lazy. So there's this student of mine. She is 6 years of age and yes she is a girl if not i won't addressed her as a "she". She's quite a smart girl to begin with but she refuses to use her awesome mind blowing brain on her studies. Play time is all she think about every now and then. Whenever i teach her she act like she's concentrating but her mind isn't. No matter how many times i taught her the same thing she could go wrong with it. And she could put off a big dolly puppy eyes and squeeze her tears out in 10 seconds!


But somehow i just don't buy her tears, maybe because she's the opposite sex.


Hmmmm...


I found myself giving more attention to those cute little boys(i'm not a pedophile in case you're wondering.). Some of them are just plain cute it just melts my heart when they popped out any silly questions. Being a kid have more pros than cons. When you're just a little kid you can run and scream but never want to care how people will look at you. Play is the only thing you think about when you completed those tasks given. You never need to worried about financials because it has been already taken care of. You need no to think about any responsibilities at all because you're just too young to take on any responsibilities. Practically there are absolutely nothing you need to worry neither nor to think about.


Being a kid is totally awesome fun!


Being an adult is a bit insane. I came across many not so responsible parents in that center. Some of parents of those kids have this kind of mentality that they have already paid that certain amount of money and it's over responsible to take care of almost every single shits that the kids are having. Parents are the world best complainer living in this world. There's this case where this family's maid ran away from their home, so the mother have a daughter and her son goes to the daycare center i'm working in now. What she do is she just leave her daughter to my boss's father early in the morning and said that my boss have promised her to take care of her tiny winy little daughter.


No.


This mother didn't pay any single cent extra to my boss for one extra pupil. And she gave us 5 diapers and said that's stock for a MONTH!


Yes! That mother expect us to tear those diapers into pieces and made it last for fucking one month! The mother said if she buy more diapers will cause her more money so she rather not!


Why is there parents like this living in this society? I mean when you're married and horny and some horny opposite sex got you pregnant. Without thinking much about the consequences of having a child. You just think about how fun to be penetrated and have a living heart beat in your uterus. But you never think about those responsibilities that you need to face when you have a child. You rather spend those money on other things but never thought about spending those dimes for your children.


Parents nowadays could just give birth like crazy and never think of those responsibilities that they need to face when have a child.


Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..


I pity those poor little innocent devils that have parents like that..


Sighh..


Oh by the way.


I just watched Burlesque with the other half..


And it was damn awesome


GOOD!





Cheffy Ric..


BURLESQUE!